Wow, I just needed to say this...
I want to make it short, because, as I even do, people prefer brief updates, not the long ones I make. :/

So, school's okay. I don't have gym every other day, which means I might have it later on with my lover (xD JK ILU) *Icewolf22.
I'm drawing a lot more, doing more digital art (as you can see).
I'm working on a Christmas list, and mostly all of it has to do with art.

I had a dream that I was pregnant last night, and had like an Asian husband/boyfriend, and I couldn't understand him because he was speaking like a kid in Japanese/Chinese, and we were in the living room, in a tent. It was orange, and he was laying down, staring up at me.
The pregnancy was so real, it's like I had it in real life (I am in NO way, shape or form pregnant!!!)...when I woke up, I was about to cry because it felt like I had lost something extremely important to me, and even now, I feel a heaviness in my stomach as if something were there and now it is not.
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I think my motherly instincts are starting to kick in...
So I searched up what pregnancy means in dreams, and it's supposed to be a "new growth, growing creativity' in your life...which actually kinda fits because I've been hanging out with a...well, not necessarily better group of kids, but I don't have to feel threatened all the time now. And I've been realizing that I don't need to be depressed or anything. If I keep thinking ahead, and do what's right, here and now, I'll be okay.
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...but God, it was so weird...the skin was stretched tight over my bulging belly...it was so amazing and creepy at the same time...
All the same, I hope I have the same dream I had last night.

...well, I think that was the main point of my journal. I love you all, and I'll keep drawing! <3

(btw I'm in a pretty good mood today, but this hole in my stomach is bothering me...)